February 24, 2005

30 While 30

  1. Take a night class in the fall.

  2. Set foot in the gym on a regular basis.

  3. Eat less candy.

  4. See a show on Broadway and more local theater.

  5. Give away clothes I never wear anymore.

  6. Take a trip to a place I've never been.

  7. Learn how to make Indian food.

  8. Go to the doctor to find out why it feels like I am stepping on a phantom, balled-up sock but only sometimes, as this strange foot thing can no longer be used as an excuse to not exercise.

  9. Talk to older brother more often.

  10. Keep weeds under control and plants alive.

  11. Prevent somehow the initial onslaught of white flies so fighting them is not an endless battle.

  12. Continue the quest for quality sleep; consider sister's advice to spend lots of money on high-quality bedding to improve sleep habits.

  13. Wear sunscreen while working in the yard, remembering that tans are pretty but wrinkles and melanoma are not.

  14. Read some new books in addition to rereading old ones all the time, for God's sake.

  15. Hang out with parents and ask them how they're doing once in a while and what I can do for them.

  16. Spend time with faux nieces and nephews and new godson when he comes to town this summer.

  17. Become more Zen about pet hair and realize it's not going to completely disappear until the pets do.

  18. Keep watching favorites like Everwood, Veronica Mars, and Joan of Arcadia, but don't let other TV become a meaningless time suck.

  19. Work on controlling fierce frothy hatred of GWB.

  20. Investigate volunteering opportunities to channel political rage in positive way.

  21. Go to more of younger brother's gigs even when late at night and remind self that showing up is pretty much the most important thing a person can do.

  22. Continue to write daily in paper journal.

  23. Put down the antibacterial lotion once and for all.

  24. Be better about recycling.

  25. Buy a new digital camera and a laptop.

  26. Stop talking about opening an IRA and actually do it.

  27. Do not freak out when realizing I am now entering the age bracket of Michael, Hope, Elliot, Nancy, Melissa, Ellyn, and Gary while still keeping fingers crossed that this show will one day be released on DVD.

  28. Continue to keep my New Year's resolution to let myself be happy, especially in my relationships, especially in one that feels like all the birthday gifts I could want all rolled up in the form of one amazing person.

  29. Get piano tuned.

  30. Take more pictures.

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About this time in ...

2004

2/24:

I said I kind of feel like that was my one shot to be that deeply in love and that happy, and that I might as well just find someone decent now if I don't want to end up all alone, and she basically burst out laughing and said that there is no way I will settle like that and that I would much prefer to live with my dogs and cats and TiVo and books than with someone I don't truly love.

2/23:

The future is uncertain, but one thing is again certain, and always certain, and that is "how brave they'll all think her at home."


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